Today, I 'm wearing a big belt, like those in Japan's traditional outfit (Obi belt). It's pretty, but I wear it in a way of hidding my belly by compressing it under the fabric. I also have two big sweatshirt, a very long skirt... I can't be more hidden.







Look like her by the way...

I feel as if I need to loose pounds and pounds. In fact, I'm not big. I'm not really fat at all. I'm around 17BMI, and I'm considered skinny. Well, I'm not.

I'm so stupid, and the first thing I did while I went back home was to eat chocolate cereals. Without being hungry. And now ? I'm thinking of eating. Well, I'll not eat until diner. I have to work( in fact I'm woring in a primary school and have to work at home for my studies...). But I can't stay concentrated on my work. My head is too heavy and I'm so disgusted of being like this today.

I feel stupid, I feel lazy, I feel bad.

 

I like making photograph, and being on photograph. Well, a bit narcissic, but I like the way we can make yourself looking good with a nice light, a nice background... and it's an image that cans till forever.

Now, I had an idea. I decided to have pictures of my "silhouette". So, My boyfriend made a shooting of myself and modified it to become this :

 


Do you like this kind of pictures ?

Some other (not of myself) to make you having an opinion.

It was on the 1st nivember 2009 : Muse Concert.
We were -me and my boyfriend-just in front of the scene, near Matthew Bellamy (the singer). It was very very marvellous, good music, good atmosphere... I wasn't fan of this group (my boyfriend and his bestfriend are fan for years), but I can say now that I really am.



And seeing Matthew Bellamy playing guitare just in front of me made me want to start learning how to play guitare (since I know how to sing already :p )!
So, my boyfriend has a guitare, he knows how to play.. and two days ago I start. Revelation, I'm not so bad, and I already can play some simple song ("Au Claire de La lune" "Happy Birthday"..).I made some music (only theory) when I was a child, and have piano knowledge (basics ones). It helps a lot ! So, now that I know how to place my hands and make notes, I must try to add some technic. And find something to heal my fingers, because playing guitare is very painful (but only in the beginning said my boyfriend).

Here is the guitare : a Silverstine fender (electric).

 I must made a picture of the guitare I use tomorrow or later ^^

So, what's up ??

Do you think that it could be a good idea to mentionned under a picture if it is photoshoped or not ?


It's an idea of a french politician (a woman). She proposed a law to impose this mention, in a way to preserve people from bad self estim concerning their physical appearance. I translate for you what she said :

"These pictures coul make people believing in this almost always fake reality"." It's not correct to make us thinking that 20 years old people are prettier than 70 years old. I want to re-built the border between reality and virtuality."

She didn't mention anorexia (she made the law to ban pro anorexia website a few years ago in France) or things like this, but just want to say that it's a general tendancy to show a fake reality.

What's your opinion ?

I just discover a so wonderful brand of cosmetic products : Snö Bioflower. It's a french brand,  with ecologic labels and a politic of envirronement protection. This brand was created by Raphaëlle Monod- Sjöström, a former Ski champion whose grand father was a botanists. She loves her moutains and, as a woman, love taking care of herself.

Their engagement is to use as much as 95% to 100% of vegetal and organic component, to be cruelty free, to make products that are not too expensive (because organic products are often very expensive), and to avoid paraben, phenoxy and petrochimy.
In fact, when you look to the composition of some of their products, you can seethat they are made of essential oils, plants extracts and stuff like that. Only.


I tried (and still use) :
*massage oil with millepertuis : it's an oil to relax muscle and feel better. It's really really my favorite products ! I love it, it gives me the impression that my stress fly away of me : I recommend it. (around 8 euros)

*cream for hands : I use this cream more than 10 times a day (I have an OCD I think). It let my hands smooth, and the little perfum is soft, fresh. (around 6 euros)

*face cream : soft, it makes the skin smooth, the complexion light, and it's really fair. (around 10euros)

There are so many other products, like a roll-on for acne, shampoo, masks for face and body,  tonic lotion for the skin... It's not so expensive, and really interesting.


Do you use* this brand ?

(*thanks Mercredi)