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Sunday, 21 March 2010

Tuesday, 09 March 2010

  • I feel fat, tired and ugly

    The weather is so cold in France. Snow, frozen wind, and so is my skin... frozen. My nose is reddish, I caught a cold and feel so tired.

















    Today, I 'm wearing a big belt, like those in Japan's traditional outfit (Obi belt). It's pretty, but I wear it in a way of hidding my belly by compressing it under the fabric. I also have two big sweatshirt, a very long skirt... I can't be more hidden.


    I feel fat







    Feel like her.
    Look like her by the way...

    I feel as if I need to loose pounds and pounds. In fact, I'm not big. I'm not really fat at all. I'm around 17BMI, and I'm considered skinny. Well, I'm not.


    I'm so stupid, and the first thing I did while I went back home was to eat chocolate cereals. Without being hungry. And now ? I'm thinking of eating. Well, I'll not eat until diner. I have to work( in fact I'm woring in a primary school and have to work at home for my studies...). But I can't stay concentrated on my work. My head is too heavy and I'm so disgusted of being like this today.

    I feel stupid, I feel lazy, I feel bad.


Sunday, 07 March 2010

  • How to have a nice skin ?

    I have a fade complexion. Pale, as if I was sick. It's strange but I like it ! The problem is that I often get spots... red scars on a Snow White face, it's awful. I don't have so many, but it's annoying.

    Every morning, I use a flower lotion(without alcool), then I use a cream for sensitive skins. No foundation cream, just Kohl and blush sometimes.
    Every evening, I wash my face with a lotion or almond oil, and then with Alep soap. Then, I put on some cream because my skin is a bit dry.

    Once a week , I use scrumbs or "clarifying" face-packs (soft one with cereals or rasoul), and I use at least one moisturizing face-pack (home made with shea butter or oils and honey).

    Have you an idea of what I can change to elude spots or tiny red marks ?

Sunday, 21 February 2010

Tuesday, 16 February 2010

  • I shave a part of my head [pictures]

    Last friday, I decided to shave a part of my head  my nape. I told my boyfriend, and surprisingly, he told me that it would be so beautiful !

    So on monday...
    This :
     

    Became like that :                                                   Hair down :


    Back :


    Half of my friend and family think that it's awful, and the other half that it's pretty or not so bad.
    I personnaly love, my boyfriend too !


    Would you dare to do something like this one day?

Begierde

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    • Name: Begierde
    • Gender: Female
    • Member Since: 4/22/2009

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